last

tomorrow i last day de work~~~

happy~~~

reali tired a~~~

going back to msia le lo~~

haiz~~

wan study n tuition jor~~~

stress le la~~~

haiz dun want face SPM a~~~

haiz~~~

sian sian sain~~

finish buying present~~

Christmas coming~~~

luckly finish buy christmas present~~~

bangkrap jor lo~~

haiz~~~~

the thing here reali expansive lo~~

haha~~~

buy le many thing~~~

tomorrow gt a party in my uncle house ~~~

haha~~~

so happi~~~

hot hot hot~~~

today so hot a~~~~

40 *c a!!!!

today still go out the whole day ~~

dunno will sun burn or nt~~

all my skin red red jor~~~

haiz~~~

i want a dress ~~~ 

bt my size de zip rosak jor~~~

haiz~~~

in aus sot sot de~~~

sometime vry cold~~

sometime vry hot~~~

it can cold untill 17*c and can hot till 40*c~~~

sha sha de~~

TODAY SO HOT HOT HOT!!!

sha sha~~

today i work at 9:30 am~~

finish at 3;30 pm~~~

so tired la~~~

bt need to but chrismas present from them~~

haiz~~~

i come here for holiday ....

use more $$ thn msia~~

haiz~~~

the things here so expansive~~~

vry fan dunno buy wat chrismas present for them a~~~

gt jie jie la...

gor gor la~~~

di di and mei mei la~~~

still gt aunty n uncle la~~

haiz~~

so after work jz shop around~~

i saw 2 dress vry nice...

bt  1 is aus 60 dollar....

another is aus 600 dollar~~~

so expansive~~

reali naice~~~

i love it vry much a~~~

too expansive~~

no $$~~

so i jz can 4get it~~

haiz~~

i shop untill 6:00pm thn go home le~~

coz the shop is going to close le~~~

SO SO SO TIRED~~

SASA BEAR BANGKRAP LE LA~~~

saw something

haiz~~

today cant sleep ...

so i go see something~~

after i c tht thing...

i only neo tht many thing i dunno tht already happen..

i dun like ppl bluf me~~

i want ppl wat also tell me...

bt y...

u all still want bluf me wor~~

always whn i reali trust u tht time....

i sure saw something tht can broke tht trust to u~~

i reali dun whn is real whn is fate le~~

in my brain vry vry vry luan a!!!!

fan a~~`

should i trust u??

i always laugh in front u nt means i m stupid ...

nt mean i dunno every thing~~

nt means i good 4 blufing~~

is i dunno hw to say out~~~

so wat i can do is jz put inside my heart~~~

i neo like tht i m vry stupid~~

bt if i dun d like tht i reali dunno wat i can do any more~~~

sasa bear going to be sot sot bear le~~~

too many things in brain le~~~

brain going to burst le~~~

sasa bear going to .......................................................

miss someone~~

in aus one month~~

reali miss someone at msia a~~

haiz~~

miss miss miss~~~

bt dunno will it change or nt....

coz between this month something already change~~

haiz~~

already change de thing i reali cant do anything le~~~

bt haven change de thing ....

i jz can hope it wont change~~~

sasa bear~~

MISS YOU MISS YOU O~~~

(^.^)

lazy day~~

yesterday sleep too late...

today morning cant wake~~

i wake up at 3.00pm~~

haha~~~

so take leave~~

din go 4 work~~

haha~~~

shuang~~~

still gt many thing din by a~~~

no $$ jor~~~

haiz~~~

cham~~~

my own thing also haven buy a~~~

cham ...cham..cham...

cant sleep~~

dunno y cant sleep~~

i vry tired but cant fall sleep~~

haiz~~

tomorrow still gt work~~

now in aus already 5:10 am le~~~

how~~

scare tomorrow work tht time no jing shen~~

hope tomorrow wont late~~~

hehe~~~

work~~

haiz~~

speend too many aus $$ le~~~

nw finish le~~

my sis n bro still gt 90 ++ dollar~~~

haiz~~~

so cham~~~

buy present 4 fren till no money le~~~

so~~~

i work part time in aus~~

today 1st day~~

tired a~~~

jzst finish work~~

nw hand vry pain~~~

so tired~~~

today 1st day work late to work also~~~

lucky all ppl in here so ffriendly~~~

so i din gt scold~~~

  

saw a radio vry cute~~~

i like ....

bt no $$ ~~`

haiz~~~

tired a~~~

tomorroe work again~~

aus live~~

haha~~~

come here 1 week le~~~

we go le few places~~

we went shopping more~~

the thing sell here is so expansive.....

haiz~~~

tak ada duit ar!!!

we have this for our 'zhao chan' 4 first day~~

make ou r self de o~~~

yummy yummy~~

this is today de 'zhao chan'....

haha~~~

eat so many good thing~~

fat fat lo~~

dinner~~~~

want finish le lo~~`

carb noodles~~~

yummy yummy~~~

c~~~

the carb so big~~~

is msia de 'liang bei'~~~

yummy yummy~~~

haha~~~

>>> i will become fat fat le l0~~haha ^.^

bad mood~~~

am i a bad luck gal~~

wat i want always cant gt it~~~

all the thing wat they do just onli hurt me~~`

vry san fu vry down~~~

wat i want jz will mantain 4 few week~~~

is few week onli~~

is few week onli!!!

y will like tht de!!!!

vry fun meh??

play me u all few fun!!!

i always say i dun k i dun k~~

actualy i vry care~~~

i always smile smile smile nt means tht i reali happi!!!!!

i always laugh laugh laugh nt means tht i din gt hurt!!!!

who neo all this??

hu neo?!!!

no one!!!!

i reali so good 4 play...bully.....????

hu can answer my ques???

hate this kind de me~~~

i always wanted to tell ppl my heat thing~~~

bt no one cant let me say out all the thing i my heart!!!!

vry san fu a!!!!!!!!!!!

ALISON WANT TO FA XIE A!!!

at aus~~

haha~~~

2day is the first day here~~

haha~~~

hapi~~

at aeroplane so boring~~~

nw summer bt still gt litter bit cool~~

haha~~~

i m back~~

long time din write le~~~

coz exam~~

hehe~~~

nw finish exam...

damn relax~~~

hehe~~~~

bt scare some sub fail leh~~~

scare scare~~~

hehe~~~

exam study time~~~

table so luan~~~

hehe~~~~

hehe~~~~

sometime must jia you for ourself de~~~

hehe~~~

38 leh~~~

finish moon cake festiver still gt so many moon cake~~~
cham ar!!!!
eat untill scare jor~~~~

piggie moon cake~~~

elephant moon cake~~

fish moon cake~~~

cute leh~~~

...........

haiz~~
still gt many thing fan~~
dunno can tell hu~~~
sometime i reali want cry out~~
maybe cry out will feel better~~
haiz~~~
sometime many ppl will say i vry stupid to do tht dessision~~~
haha~~`
bt~~`
i feel tht is tht is the good way~~~
i always smile and laugh when gt ppl beside me~~~
bt actuali sometime i feel very sad and fan on tht time de~~~
i din say out is dun like ppl keep asking wat happen or wat~~~
haha~~`
maybe tht is my xing ge ba~~
is sasa bear stupid??/

yummy yummy~~

today i vry hapi~~

coz my god mother make jelly mooncake 4 us to eat~~

damn yummy~~

hehe~~`

look yummy rite>>?

hehe~~~

my dream phone~~~

^^

today nth special~~
so boring~~
so late sleep bcoz gt many homework~~
sian~~
boring~~~

sian~~

haiz~~`

today vry boring ya~~~

so sian~~~

take jor some pic ~~

short hair de me~~~

with black glasses~~~

haha~~

tis few day i very happi~~~
i din something special in this holiday~~
i neo i wont hou hui de~~~
causeX XXXX XXX~~~
hehe~~~
hope XX will do wat XX promise me~~~
if nt i kill XX haha~~~~
i neo i wont kill de la~~~
haha~~
dun dare also~~~
haha~~~
*she gt so many bf~~~~*
i where dare kill XX leh>?
haha~~

sweet~~

now a days~~
i feel vry happi le~~
reali hope all this wont lost~~~
reali hope it~~~
i dunno i think like tht is it correct ~~~
bt i reali reali XXXX XXX....
haiz~~
i neo i think like tht i vry selfish~~~
i reali cant lost the thing i have now~~~
wat i can say is sorry 4 my selfish ya~~
.....
.......
..........
..........
.............
...............
#sasa bear#

err~~

err~~
wat i do now is it correct ??!!
i reali dunno~~
wat should i do o?
i dun dare to tell any fren about tis.....
cause i scare after i say out all the thing will lost...
i very scare~~~
i reali vry scare~~
i dun wan all things lost...
I DUN WAN!!!
haiz~~
wat should i do???

lazy~`

today lazy~~
after math tuition i go some where ...
din go 4 eko tuition~~
hehe~~
naughty naughty~~

free le~~

finaly.....
i free le~~`
i free le~~~
reali vry hapi~~~
hahahaha~~~
not ned fan about him la~~~
haha~~~~

tired~~

today so late still do homework...
vry tired a~~
bt still thanks 4 gor...
pei me and help me~~
thankz~~~

sick le~~

today~~
i go c doctor le~~~
haiz~~
he say i better abit le~~
y want better wor??
i hope i die~~~
today i din eat medicine 4 2 day...
din tell mummy...
cause i pour away le....
haiz~~
reali hope i die...
cause doctor say if i din k about myself i reali will die bcaz of xue peng die...
i reali hope i can die!!!



ALISON...WAN DIE LE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!11

is it wrong~~

should i let go him??
or shold i hold him dun let go??
neo him izzit a wrong thing??
who can tell me??

is he playing me??
he say he dun love her bt he still k about her~~
wat should i do??
haiz~~~
y ?
y?
Y must this thing happen on me???
i dun like to think about it~~
i wanted to stop thikking...
but cant....
i cant even put down him~~~
wat should i do?
remain now??
or should i stop~~~
stop all the thing from now n dun let myself hurt anymore??
wat should i do??
fan a!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

HAIZ~~~

i hope i can die~~

haiz~~
wat should i do??
who can tell me??
i vry fan a~~~
why must u say like tht??
i din do b4 de why must u say like tht??
hate u a!!!!!
stupid!!!!
ediot!!!!
baga!!!!
damn hate u!!
fuck!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

why must u say like tht a??!!!
tell me la!!!
u say like tht u vry hapi a??
din u think 4 me de?!!!!
no brain a u??
whr ur brain go o??
fat cover ur brain cant work a??!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
thn eat less la!!!!
pig!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

GO DIE LA U!!!!

bad day~~

haiz~~
today....
such a bad day~~~
maybe i reali wrong le~~~
i always also feel i am correct de~~`
my gor say me say till correct de~~
tis time i reali wrong le~~

now~~
because of the phone i argue with my mum and dad~~
they dun even talk to me le~~
haiz~~`
now at home i jz like a rubbish...
talk no one will answer~~`
haiz~~~
haiz~~
haiz~~


some more~~`
i reali make ppl feel fan ma??
haiz~~
i dun like ppl hate me....
feel me fan~~~
angry me de~~~
bt all i dun like de thing also will do out by myself de~~~
haiz~~~

why?! y will like tht~~

Haiz~~
another sad and fan day~~

b4 i neo tis person my every day is jz normal...
play..
happi....
eat....
sleep....

bt after i neo tis person...
i become san fu....
nt hapi...
always cry....

of couse 1st 1st neo this ppl tht time sure gt hapi thing...
bt it jz mantain 2 or 3 month....
haiz~~
i neo tis person for 6 month le~~~
i reali feel vry stress a~~~

when i feel sad i will chat phone with another person who can make me always hapi de~~
whn i talk with XX i reali feel relax lo~~`
want also can say...
wat also can chat~~

sometime...
i will think tht i wan tht thing happen ....
bt when tht thing reali happen i feel scare and dunno wat to do~~
haiz~~`
i vry fan a!!!!!

where is last time de me??
i wan last time me come back a!!!!

HAIZ!!!

life!!!

Haiz~~

i vry fan a~~~
many thing make so fan~~
reali cant stand a~~

i fan...
study thing....
family thing....
love thing....
tuition thing....

still gt many ... many... and many.....


haiz~~
i reali want drop add math ...
i can handle~~~
but my dad dun let me drop~~
haiz~~~
i reali feel 'menyesal' join add math class~~
haiz~~`
wat should i do????
who can tell me??


haiz~~
i feel vry stress a~~~
haiz~~~
san fu~~`
dun like this kind of life!!!!

HAIZ~~~~
HATE THIS KIND OF LIFE!!!

stupid life~~

haiz~~
i vry fan a~~
many thing make me so fan...
tuition la~~
school thing~~
band thing~~
frenship thing~~
family thing~~

many....many....many~~

haiz~~
STUPID LIFE!!!